Bf sent me email to say we are threw, really really broke my heart. We were really good friends and well the intimate side was a bonus. So hard to get on with things, everything reminds me of him. Keep bursting into tears. He wants to b3 friends as well,but has to get things sorted. In all my years (34) i have never really loved someone and the feelings i have were so strong they scared the crap out of me. Thats why it hurts so much. I cannot handle never seeing him again. That would break my in half.